I would do a year in review. But who needs more depressing shit to read? I certainly don’t need a checklist to stare at to remind me how shit this year has been. Instead, I’ll just say it’s been shit. I’d love to say 2015 will be better. But in all honesty, unless I hit the lotto I don’t play, nothing will change. I’m just sitting here, waiting for my life to continue on. Because that’s what infertility does to you, and I have no hopes of spending next Christmas with a baby in my arms. Until then, I get to just sit here, and watch everyone else move on. Put up with being asked why I’m not moving with them, when will I, and why don’t I just go do ________________.
I really hate resolutions, as you never follow through on them, but I have some for this year. They are:
- Do the handwritten planner thing
- Weekly meal plans
- Change diet
- Track what I eat
- Go back to the gym
- Get a cheaper house on land contract
- File bankruptcy
- Go back to counseling
- See endo specialist
- Do IVF again
So yeah. There’s my list. Let’s see how quickly I can fail on those!