I had my follow up on Thursday moved up to today when I called and told them I had started cramping and bleeding. Went in today for yet another ultrasound (That’s 7 transvaginal ultrasounds in 9 days time) and blood draw (26 vials at this point? I’m losing count). Told my RE that my bleeding was very light still. Get my blood draw, then go in for the ultrasound. During the ultrasound TMI I actually started to bleed for real. Like, it was bad, and it still is bad :(.
RE says it should be a good sign, and that in 30 years he’s never seen an ectopic with this much bleeding. So he expects my bloodwork to come back at about 150.
Call back after 2, and my HCG is 324. No. I shit you not. It went back up. So have to go in immediately tomorrow for another draw, another ultrasound, and probably an endometrial biopsy. I then also have to go to an OB/GYN appointment at 2 for a suspected ectopic.
Like, it’s bad enough I’m losing this baby after trying for so long, but the fact that it just won’t end, and that this could potentially hurt my fertility and/or kill me is getting really fucking scary at this point.
I just feel lost :(. All I wanted was a baby, something I should be able to do without this much fucking struggle.